Where to start?

What a year its been.. I started a new job in January of this year at DSW Shoes.... and I love it! I firmly believe that shoes can improve an attitude or turn a horrible day into a great day! I love my job.... although we just had some management changes that i wasn't fond of at first its not as bad as i thought it was going to be... We recently put our house up for sale (in March) because we are one of the many thousands of people that are facing foreclosure and one of the many that the bank does not want to help... We've had several showings on the house and so far 5 offers that the bank has taken too long with deciding on and all buyers have walked... so we are at square one again with selling the house and waiting patiently for another offer.. I have moved back in with my mom which i do not recommend to anyone that has lived on their own.... and Ben (my boyfriend of 5 years as of October 9th!!!!!!!!) has moved back in with his parents.... which are waaaaaaay cooler and more understanding than my mom... we've thought of moving back into the house since its just sitting vacant and living there for free until the bank stops screwing around and sells the damn house but i really don't like any of my neighbors except one... and she lives a house down and is one of my best friends... its been hard living back at home especially since my mom still sees me as a 13 year old and the fact that my brother moved back in around the same time as me... although it is nice that we both see how crazy my mom is... Roxy loves lving at my moms though since she can play with canada... which my mom thinks is too rough but she's still a pup and has waaaaay too much energy for canada to even deal with... i definately like hanging out at ben's parents house a lot more than my moms or anytime i can get out of the house i do... i often feel bad for roxy since she can't go to most of the places i go to get away from my mom and therefore is stuck at home sleeping all day and usually gets into trouble because shes bored... no one here will play with her and they bitch at me and wonder why she's getting into things and blame me for everything she does... i can't control the fact that i have to work to get myself out of debt and back on my feet... but apparently its ok for my 27 yr old brother to sit around the house on his 4 days off and do nothing but play video games and play on his computer while my mom and i do the house work and cleaning? how hard is it to throw a ball across the house for the dog? she knows to bring it back and to drop it when told... i really can not wait until i get out of this house and get our own place again... my mom tells me i'm only allowed to live here for a year so if my finances aren't straight by march i guess i'm going to be moving in with ben and his family....